i have a big lesbian crush on you

taco bell rules

Mon, 09 May 2005 03:04:35 GMT

i just ate 4 chili cheese burritos. i feel gross. i talked to my mom today, grrrrrr...... she just doesnt want to talk that long to me and her and my grandma are arguing and grandma is putting me in the middle. grrrrrr.... i should just tell them im bi and then theyll get along because then theyll be bitching about me, nah ill keep myself out of it.. i move into the house in three weeks, im soo happy.. well i gotta go the l word is about to come on.

Sat, 07 May 2005 16:11:55 GMT

IM SINGLE HELL YEAH

ohh jeez

Sat, 07 May 2005 16:03:48 GMT

i just want to thank everybody for coming to my soccer game on monday, you really have no idea how much that meant to me, and i love you all.(sorry its so late ive had a busy week)
anyway......my next one is monday at 9:50pm reply or call the cell if you want to go.

i wanna listen to some ani

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 21:48:12 GMT

i had 2 guys call me and tell me im sexy but i still cant get a chick what the f? i also had a guy tell me i had a "smokin' body and nice rack" (those were direct quotes) guys are simple creatures my sis just got back from cancun and got me a shotglass candle it kicks sooo much ass susie will be totally jealous.. she owes me a 12 of beer...pay up. jim when the hell are you gonna come up and see us i miss you alot. nando at my work told me his wife is dying of cancer and wanted to talk to me because i have been thru that and we had a good cry saturday nite at work i told him the whole april story and he told me his wife story it has been a while since i had a good cry. hmmm well im gonna bounce.

sigh

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 14:41:04 GMT

i will never find mine... im a little shy.. just a little.. a little unexperienced (did i spell that wrong?) just a little.... the l word rocks im so glad i bought.. gotta go to work and pretend.... Oh by the way im playing soccer again so if anyone wants to come to any of my games call the cell. they are on monday nights.

me and justin kick sooo much asss

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 14:47:20 GMT

me and justin just skipped class whooooooooooooooooo were rebels arednt we justin

yes brelyn, we are. maybe some day i'll find my baby's daddy.

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 22:50:31 GMT

i am soo tired of feeling this way just because you moved to florida does not give you the right to act like i dont even exist just because you are getting remarried dont treat me like im not family. thanks for not calling me when came to indiana saturday do you not have any urge to see me i was puking sick because i was so upset that you didnt call me are you trying to purposly hurt me. fuck you. my sister did a better job raising me than you ever did. do you want to know why your the last to know things because you dont fucking care enjoy your new family and life in flordia.

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 00:46:25 GMT

hey party peeple sorry i havent updated in a while. ive been hella busy. i got dsl for my computer and it is the poo. also i had to get my computer reformatted so i lost my aol and that sux baadddd. i miss everybody i have very little free time. i work 38 hrs a week and go to school just so i can pay for my car. i need to hang out with my jessica i miss her greatly. im outta here.

this post is for joe adams

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 00:49:33 GMT

you are so hard to get ahold of. we should hang out sometime this week. i miss you... call my cell---506-0680..

happy birthday tooooo meeeeee

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 04:13:50 GMT

yesterday was my 21st birthday WHOOOOOOO!!!!! it was cool, after my first class me fred laura dan JIMMY cheryl amber and justin we all went to HOOTERS to celebrate. I got to shake my ass to happy birthday then i went to my second class and slept. then i went home and hung out with dad then i went downtown with ambular and then we went to my 1st liquor store it was cool. I just want to thank everybody for the gifts and just being there. this was probably one of the best birthdays ive had. i only thought about april for a little bit i know she was with me for my bday, i felt her there. i am so glad to have such great friends to make such events memorable.

i love you all.

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 19:03:37 GMT

today is a good day my second class was cancelled the professor was sick. (thats too damn bad) then i got jimmys voicemail you are on crack boi. i only listened to half of it, then i erased it. next month ill be 21 WHOOO HOOOOO im so excited jimmy needs to come up so we can go to gay bars and kiss guys. that will bw fun HA HA HAH AAA well gotta bizz-ounce

to my joe

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 02:31:27 GMT

joe
you are one of the sweetest guys i know, and i know one day you will you will find a sweet,sexy girl that will deserve you and treat you the way you deserve to be treated.
call me sometime so we can hang out i miss you.

did ya miss me

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 04:03:45 GMT

hey guys whats goin on sorry i havent updated in a while my computer is/was a pos but i got it fixed. well not alot to tell you about i am very busy i work alot and go to school. i hate paying for my car because i have to work. i miss jimmy. im really tired so i gotta go

much love

Damn its been awile

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 18:26:45 GMT

hey party people sorry its been so long since i updated ive been working my ass off but whateva. everythings been cool in tha hood. me and my heterolife mate jimmy are gonna see some tennis matches soon and were gonna hit on andy roddick mmmmmmmm. hes NICE. and me and laura are gonna FLY (ahhhhh) to flordia ahhhhhhhhhhhh. itll be cool if u want me to bring u anything back tough shit.. just joking leave me a post of what u want and ill try to get it. robbys back which im sure all of ya know i need to hang out wit him need... to...make....time....for..people...ahhh work sux

i missed the jewel concert im very sad but im going to flordia so its not that badd..

LATER SKATERS>>>>>

you can buy a large glass of shut the hell up

Wed, 26 May 2004 22:32:29 GMT

i got my oil changed today yeah it sucked i got off work a little bit early that was cool pacers game tonite go pacers

Wed, 19 May 2004 15:36:33 GMT

SEVERAL WAYS TO TELL IF YOU ARE BORED

I AM: Straight
I WANT: some chinese
I HAVE: no life
I WISH: i was a lil bit taller
I HATE: andre
I MISS: april
I FEAR: spiders
I HEAR: people mowing
I SEARCH: my room
I WONDER: about life
I REGRET:a few things
I LOVE: my friends and family
I ACHE: sure
I ALWAYS: wondering
I AM NOT: omnipotetent
I SING: badly
I CRY: hardly ever
I WRITE: never
I WIN:awards
I LOSE: pride
I CONFUSE: easily
I NEED: some beer
I SHOULD: go get some beer
FATHER THINKS I AM: sweet
MOTHER THINKS I AM: stupid
MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND THINKS I AM: beautiful
THREE THINGS YOU ARE OFTEN COMPLIMENTED FOR: my boobs, sense of humor, and my boobs
YOU GET EMBARRASSED WHEN: people stare at me
MAKES YOU HAPPY: being with my friends
UPSETS YOU: doctors
YOU KEEP A DIARY: no
YOU LIKE TO COOK: depends
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: no not really
YOU'RE IN LOVE: yeah whatever
YOU SET YOUR WATCH A FEW MINUTES AHEAD: uhh no
YOU BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS: yep did it last nite
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: sure
{Who is...}
THE PRETTIEST FEMALE YOU KNOW: clarissa
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: matt
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: hell all of us
THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: chad
YOUR FRIENDS: are wonderful
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: kristina
YOUR CRUSH?: christian

{What is...}
YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON IM: k
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: watching cops
STUCK IN YOUR HEAD: sugarhigh
YOUR BEST FEATURE: my boobs
INSIDE JOKE: i love......cake
{Do You...}
TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: yes i do
HAVE A(ANY) CRUSH(ES): yes
THINK YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE: sure
WANT TO GET MARRIED: sure
HAVE ANY TATTOOS/WHERE?: yes on my underoo line
PIERCINGS/WHERE?: yep belly button
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yep
THUNDERSTORMS: cool

{When you see this name you think of}
RYAN: krieg
ROB: dated
DREW: dated
STEPHANIE: doss
HEATHER: boring name
AARON: dated
AMY: bitch
WILL:cute
PAUL: dated
EVE: let me blow ya mind
JOHN: havent dated
LAURA: one cool lady
ALEX: trebek
DAVE: hmmmmm
JUSTIN: girl
RICKY: drunk
JACOB: uh no
JACK: ass
{Other}
SIGN: heeey baby
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR:brown
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE:nap town
NAME 3 BANDS/ARTISTS YOU LISTEN TO: jewel,everclear, and ccr
NAME 9 THINGS YOU DISLIKE: andre,doctors,liars,old balls,cops,margaret,shawna,golf,and hypocrites
{Family}
PARENTS: weird
SIBLINGS: coola

{Favorite}
SONG: sometimes it be that way
SEASON: spring
SPORT:soccer
DRINK: pepsi
VEGGIE: uh no thanks

{Preferences}
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: both
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: neither
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?:vanilla

{In the last 24 hours, have you....}
CRIED?: No.
HELPED SOMEONE?: no
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: yes
GOTTEN SICK?: no
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: yes
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: no.
TALKED TO AN EX?: no.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: no
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON?: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no
MISSED SOMEONE?: Yes
HUGGED SOMEONE?: no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: no.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: no.

{Would You Ever?}
EAT A BUG?: hell no
BUNGEE JUMP?: how much beer?
HANG GLIDE?:sure
KILL SOMEONE?: no
HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE YOU DON'T LOVE?: No
KISS SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?: already have
HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?: mabey
PARACHUTE FROM A PLANE?: hell no
WALK ON HOT COALS?: sure
GO OUT WITH SOMEONE FOR THEIR LOOKS?: done it
FOR THEIR REPUTATION? FROM WHAT PEOPLE SAY?: mabey
BE A VEGETARIAN?: HAHAHAAAAA NO
WEAR PLAID WITH STRIPES?: hell no
IM A STRANGER: yep
SING KARAOKE?: sure gimme some alcohol
GET DRUNK OFF YOUR ASS?:uhhh yeah
SHOPLIFT?: no
RUN A RED LIGHT?: done it
STAR IN A PORN VIDEO?: no
DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE?: sure
BE ON SURVIVOR?: nope
WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC?: yes.
NOT WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC?: yes.
CHEAT ON A TEST?: yes.
MAKE SOMEONE CRY?: no
CALL YOUR MATH TEACHER A MOTHERFUCKER?: depends
KICK A BABY?: no
DATE SOMEONE MORE THAN TEN YEARS OLDER THAN YOU?: Sure.
CUSS OUT A PRIEST?: hell no
TAKE A JOB AS A JANITOR?: sure.
WEAR A THO-THO-THO-THO-THONG?: did dont like it
STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT?: done it
DRINK STRAIGHT ESPRESSO?: sure

Wed, 19 May 2004 15:35:36 GMT

optional...

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 22:18:51 GMT

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band/artist: gods gift to women

Are you female or male:: all female baby

Describe yourself:: gangly

How do some people feel about you:: i dunno

How do you feel about yourself::lost

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: asshole

Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend/crush: sweet and hott

Describe where you want to be:on a beach wit a cold 1 in my hand

Describe what you want to be::successful

Describe how you live:: comfortable

Describe how you love:: whats love got to do with it

Share a few words of wisdom:: props to april: dont date ugly guys

ALSO last lj i forgot to give props for my new icon so thanks to deathphobia

my new icon OWNS baby!!!!!!!

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 03:04:38 GMT

oh yeah i farted in front of fred, if that wasnt bad enough it was a loud machine gunner. AHHHHHHHH he said girls dont fart only skeevy stoners fart i am soooo embarrased dammit

oh yeah last week he told me he loved me and I LOVE....... CAKE!!! ha ha im crazy

ahhhh memories

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 21:56:25 GMT

Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

my ass is low carb eat that fatass. work agression.

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 21:38:54 GMT

i have the best friends ever. when i had the "big news" even jim down in salem called to congratulate me (luv u babe) and on friday my friends came to work and cheered me up in only the way they know how just by being there. and i love and appreciate all of you and the way i am today is because you helped me become that person.

grrrrrrrr

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 03:37:39 GMT

well this week started out good but managed to find its way to the shitter. but i did work 47 hours YAY OVERTIME!!!! and i have 42 next week im going 2 weeks without a day off phat ass paycheck for brelyn HELL YEAHHHHHH i really like my boyfriend i dont see any breakup soon although the next two weeks will be rough for me. well on to the shitty stuff 2 weeks until the 1 year anniversary of aprils death im getting depressed already. oh yeah im not allowed to see joey neither is the rest of my family. how dare that asshole take away one of my favorite things april left for me i dont know when the next time ill see my lil mojo. that asshole, if i see him im gonna let some things of my chest, i know this is not what she wanted but what hes doing would piss her off. i miss her soo much and i would do ANYTHING (nothing stupid dont worry) to tell her i love her and hug her and tell her a dirty joke these next 2 weeks are gonna be so hard

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 22:11:21 GMT

i flashed a trucker WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO

baby cause im a thug

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 22:01:09 GMT

here is what i have done: (tooken from klynn)

(x) been drunk
(x) smoked pot
( ) done drugs other than pot & alcohol
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
( ) had anal sex
(x) been in love
(x) had sex
( ) had sex in public
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) had a threesome
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
( ) been tied up
( ) been caught masturbating
( ) pissed on myself
( ) had sex with a member of the same sex
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) stolen something from my job
( ) celebrated new years in time square
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to europe
(x) skipped school for whatever reason.
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) cut myself on purpose
( ) had sex at the office
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children

my goodness

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 23:19:55 GMT

hahahahahaaaa heeeheeee
yeah i gotta boyfriend now hahhaaaaaahaahahaaa
i got his class ring hahhaaaaa hes a freshman at iupui and i got his hs class ring hahaaahahaa
im so amused